My code name is flamingo.. ..nice bird

Walking down east Arapahoe into the sunset, jr bacon cheese burger and a six pack of cider in hand. So many lives to live. That was fun, me and Heather are fun people.

I painted lots of pink and polkadots Friday!

I am moving out of my apartment now. I like being alone, this is going to be hard.

My brother is looking to buy a house in Broomfield, he said he was going to make sure there are 4 bedrooms so I can stay with him if I want, that is kind of sweet. It is like we want to know each other but we just look at each other and see nothing human staring back. I don't think I would really enjoy living with him and Kim (who is Hillary delegate and mighty irritating). So I don;t think I will. Wow, I guess I'm a failure sister though, I have 20 months to get a good Job, a long-term girlfriend/boyfriend, and buy a house... at least I'm happy.

I can't wait to move to Calgary, that will be so nice, I need to escape, that's how I feel about it. I am going to escape to someone who wants to enter back in, run back to Boulder, to the people and excitement and all I want to do is go live in the country, and not even my own.

I got a ticket to Toast, but My car is lookin' kind of bad, I'd at least need to replace the windshield to drive to AZ and it might not get there plus the 200 dollars in gas, but then I looked at tickets to Calgary and the cheapest one is 389 but to fly from Denver to Phoenix to Calgary and back to Denver is 375, but then I'm stuck with no way to get to toast, no tent and I have to bum around in Phoenix for a few days. And I probably wont be able to bring a lot of burning man clothes ) : I suppose one can always rent things from walmart, although that is a bad thing to do and I could find a ride I am sure and a hotel would coast as much as gas but save my car... blah. Maybe I'll just keep the ticket and say I went. Maybe I can bring it to Apogea and say “shit, you mean this is the wrong burn! So.. .can I get in?

I hate deciding what to do I never know if it is right or not. Maybe I am just really selfish, and if I wasn't this would be easier.

My dad got tickets to see the Flames Avalanche game on Monday, I am excited since I've never seen a real hockey game before!

I love Anderson Cooper, and CNN because they have Anderson Cooper, he is what a good journalist should be.

Also give it up to Ze Frank who is awesome and started color wars on twitter http://colorwar2008.com/

People can be so amazing. You are so amazing.