The people I saw yesterday helped me in a million ways for some reason, not sure how, but they did. I'm feeling heaps optimistic about this new hobby. 

I'm thinking about taking out my nipple piercings, I don't why I get these things and then 18 months later I'm sick of them. But I don't know, I feel like I might regret it if I do. I kinda want my tongue thing back now. That I could do again, but I would never get my nipples re-pierced. This is all Corey's fault. Keith told me to pierce my nose and I love that one. Maybe if saw Corey again I wouldn't be so conflicted. Maybe surrendering blindly to someone's will on a personal decision innately bonds them to the choice, anthropomorphically attaching it to the individual. Okay, that's not true at all. Maybe I only surrender choice when I want to surrender consequences and maybe, that is lame. 

It's only confusing if you try to understand it... I think I am going to try to apply this to my life I think it will help. I need to stop worrying about silly intellectual things and stop over complicating everything

Stu quote

"Reality has no opposite, How do you even apprehend a reality that has no opposite? Some say reality is an illusion, a dream, others claim it is whatever can be objectively measured and verified, and some say we create reality with our thoughts intentions and wishes, I wish those people were dead.

Religion comes from the Latin religāre which means rejoin or reconnect whatever rejoins us reconnects us is literally religion If love had an opposite it would be Scientology, but it doesn't, no voice no view is the opposite of love" 

 oh I just had a rant inside of me.... Life really isn't fair, nor should it be. I think that is my biggest disagreement with democrats. Just because we require imposed fairness on our justice system doesn't mean innately, morally, or naturally fairness is a principle that should flow from everything. Physics and biology aren't fair, they may follow laws but nothing about it is fair. Ultimately it is all empty, god don't give a shit if Ivan stole your purse and was never punished and frankly I don't either. Or when you apply fairness to social systems and it just doesn't seem natural for example men and women aren't going to have the same roles in society... ever, because they are different. Democracy isn't the greatest system of gov't ever, it could be the best for a time or could be the downfall of some societies. People today take their rights and "equality" for granted like they are divinely given. 

But I'm not going to worry about this, I'm not going to think about it any more.

Have a sweet day, eat a peach because you're a peach.                                        A sick, dirty, fucked up peach, but I like you.